Personal Experience: They have nothing

Since I left christianity, rejecting Jesus as messiah or anything of any meaning to my life, I’ve beheld the weakness of the christian position. Almost 15 years of having turned my back on the false messiah, citing biblical reasons for doing so, the amount of christians I’ve personally interacted with that has the biblical acumen to even make a cogent scriptural case for Jesus’ messiahship for themselves, much less than challenging my position, I struggle to even think of one.

My most recent engagement with a christian woman was just more of the same. She couldn’t mount a scriptural case because she didn’t know scripture. No, I’m not going to be kind about this. I’m gonna be plain. She knows the phrases used commonly by christians but has no idea about the biblical location and therefore the biblical context.

It’s odd, in a way. Week after week, these Christians go to church, they do their “bible studies” (which normally involves using study book produced by some organisation which first teaches the doctrine and then points to verses scattered throughout their bible, normally the new testament, that appear to back the doctrine), sit and listen to the pastor’s sermon. But still, after all that, they are generally ignorant about the biblical reasons that they accept Jesus as messiah and, usually, as God.

But watching these people, hearing their “testimonies,” it becomes clear to me that there was never a biblical reason, a reason based on the Jewish Bible, for embracing the Nazarene. They first devoted themselves to the man, and then, on the odd occasion, they’ll look at the common out-of-context passages from the Jewish Bible that seems to sound like the human object of their devotion, and that’s only if prompted by a “blue moon” bible study.

Sometimes, too many times, they’ll hardly know their “new testament” as well.

Due to this lack of intensity where it regards the Jewish Bible, these Christians are either or both uninterested in the topic of the Jewish Bible’s depiction of the promised anointed king of Israel, and unprepared and unable to provide rugged and contextually sound evidence from the Jewish Bible to even consider Jesus to be of any real significance, much less messiah, much less the Transcendent Beyond.

For the christians I deal with regularly, they have nothing of any value when it comes to foundational knowledge about the Jewish Bible. They are all the more evidence that trust in Jesus doesn’t come from truth, but from emotion and devotion to flesh, the way of the idolator.


About hesedyahu

I'm a gentile living in UK, a person who has chosen to take upon himself the responsibility God has given to all gentiles. God is the greatest aspect of my life and He has blessed me with a family. I used to be a christian, but I learnt the errors of my ways. I love music. I love to play it on the instruments I can play, I love to close my eyes and feel the groove of it. I wrote my songs when I was single and not so happy and since I've been married, I haven't written as much. I guess that shows how happy and blessed I am. What else is there?
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3 Responses to Personal Experience: They have nothing

  1. Searchinmyroots says:

    How true, how true!

    Another great and meaningful post. I’ve come across a lot of this myself, but to add to it, I’ve also come across those who know “their” bible very well, including what they call the old testament. But know matter how well versed they are, they cannot see past their Jesus colored glasses. They think everything relates to or is a build up to their savior. And if you throw some good ole, honest and truthful anti-missionary comments at them, they look hard for an apologetic response. Of course they truly believe they have the truth through their holy spirit.

    But you know all of this already, because you were once there!

    Unless people are really open to learn and leave their feelings and emotions aside, things will never change for them. But that’s just it, as you so clearly mentioned. They dive in emotion first, which is VERY strong and then learn from there. Once that happens, it is very hard to let go of the emotion.

    But as we can clearly see, there are more and more who are doing so everyday. It’s certainly not easy and I feel for them, but to use a term they use – The Truth Will Set You Free!

    • hesedyahu says:

      Thank you for that thoughtful and experience-ridden comment.

      It’s been a long time. I hope you are well.

      • Searchinmyroots says:

        You are very welcome!

        I am doing well, thank you, hope the same for you. Switched computers and don’t have all of my favorites from the old on the new yet. That’s why it’s been a while! But glad to see you are keeping up the pace!

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